A Month of Idle Time

Sunday, September 15, 2013 Jae Rustia 0 Comments

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It was early of this month when I decided to finalized things, be-over-with-and-done, I resigned, packed my things and become the bum that I currently am. I kinda feel a little burn-out though that's not the main reason why I decided quitting, there are things that are hard to explain and things that have no explanation at all. Sometimes you just feel like there's something missing, something wrong, or maybe you just need a little time for yourself.

So there, I quit, one week of rest feels really good, sleep really late and wake up whatever time you like, eat, sleep, watch some movies at home, re-runs of America's Next Top Model, clean a little, wash some laundry, that's basically what my first week is. 

The second week hit's and man, I feel so bored with the sleep and eat routine, there are no good shows to watch, laundry to wash, I started cramming with my books that was bought months and months ago sitting lonely on my book shelves.

I picked-up Fifty Shades of Grey by E.L. James which I borred from a friend, heard this one is good, It didn't last long, by the time I flip the pages to Chapter 5 Im over, guess I will take a few more months to pick it up again so I browse again and notice I have a copy of Crescendo, the second installment from Becca Fitzpatrick's Hush Hush series, I've read Hush Hush and it's okay, on the other hand, Crescendo is something I dont have the interest of reading as of Chapter 2. With that being said, I lost interest with books, opened my laptop and hit Mangable where a collection of manga or Japanese comicks is found translated in English, my dashboard indicate that the series I am following are updated so I started reading them one by one.

Thankfully I have some "business" that needs my attention, like catching up with colleagues, eating out with my family to have some bonding time, travel with my friends and some papers that my dad needs and since he's out of the country, I being the "on leave" daughter was asked to finished those tasks.

It's been raining all day and all night these past weeks, I hate going out with this kind of weather, but things should start rolling again, I don't want to be a bum and as I saw my bank book I kinda feel lonely because for a whole month, nothing has been added.

As of earlier, I started sending my CV's and resume's and hopefully, by the end of this month, since Im feed-up of being "on vacation mode", I can be a part of a new team and start my journey to the stressful life if being in the Information Technology related Industry.